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Other Forms of Free Association Writing July 8, 2009

I have been sharing some methods of free association writing that worked for me to access my subconscious mind. These are not the only ways that I have read about – only the ways that were most successful for me.

One of the most common forms of free association writing I have heard of involves trying to write with your non-dominant hand (writing with your left hand if you are right-handed and vice versa). The idea is that you are accessing a different part of your brain by writing with your non-dominant hand.

If you want to try this method, place a pen or pencil into your non-dominant hand. Then, simply begin writing. Just write whatever comes to mind, even if it is, “I am feeling really foolish doing this.” Try to relax your mind and allow your hand to take over the writing. Many people report having lots of success access their subconscious minds in this manner. Let go of your need for good penmanship, and see this as a tool for accessing parts of your mind that have thus far remained hidden from you.

Another method I have heard of is for you artistic folks. You can do the same thing with drawing or painting. Using either hand, begin drawing or painting, and try to remove all conscious thought from your strokes. Allow your hand to do whatever it feels like it needs to do. This can give your subconscious mind an outlet for expressing whatever needs to come out.

I got another method from one of Dr. Phil’s books (can’t remember which one). He said to write down every thought you have for a couple of days to get an idea about the internal dialogue going on in your head. That was quite enlightening as well. I did not appreciate how frequently I told myself that I was “stupid” until doing this exercise.

I am sure there are other methods as well. Find the one that works best for you. Don’t just look at the results, but learn from them. As you change what you are thinking subconsciously, you can change your life.

Photo credit: Faith Allen

 

8 Responses to “Other Forms of Free Association Writing”

  1. Mia Says:

    Conditioning is a bitch! It’s so mind blowing how we see ourselves as opposed to how we really are. You are anything BUT stupid! That’s like an anorexic calling herself fat!

    Thanks for the tips. I find myself wanting to try so many things, (Not just self improvement stuff) that many times I don’t get to any of them. I’m glad to have this to reference if I procrastinate.

    Here’s to your intelligence, which is only exceeded by the size of you heart.
    Peace,
    Mia

  2. Mandy Says:

    Thank you again for all that you share Faith.

    Up until today, my diagnosis has included PTSD and DD-NOS.

    Today I was told I have DID.

    I haven’t wanted to hear that and am in shock. I knew it could progress to DID, but DAMN IT….did it have to?

    Sorry…..I just needed to tell someone

    m

  3. gracie Says:

    hi faith, your blog is so helpful and i have learnt a lot from you. thank you. my comment today is this : if i wrote down all the thoughts and things said in my head i would be writing constantly – i cannot even comprehend how someone could write down all the noise in their head. maybe i am misinterpreting you ?? can you explain further please ?

  4. faithallen Says:

    Mandy,

    Welcome to the club. :0)

    Healing from DID is not that different from healing from DD-NOS. The big difference is that, with DID, until you heal the host personality, you are susceptible to losing time. The key is learning how to love and accept each part as “me” and each experience, memory, and emotion as “mine.” That process would be the same, regardless of a DID or DD-NOS diagnose.

    Don’t get caught up in the label. Focus on loving and accepting yourself.

    You can heal from DID. If I can do it, then you can, too.

    Take care,

    - Faith

  5. faithallen Says:

    Hi, Gracie.

    I will blog my response to your question.

    - Faith

  6. mindparts Says:

    Faith, Excellent suggestions!

    I saw something similar from Shen on Reunited Selves. She uses the dominant hand to ask a question and the non-dominant hand to answer.

    The piece that piqued my interest most was Dr. Phil. I’m no fan of Dr. Phil, don’t know why, but the notion that “normal people” keep track of their internal dialog is comforting to me. Makes me feel not too too far outside the norm.

    Note to Mandy: I echo what Faith said. Remember, all of this is on a spectrum. Whether you are DID or DD-NOS is not terribly important in the long term. It may feel like a big deal now, and that’s okay. Know that there are many people out here ready to support you.

    Note to Gracie: I think the point is to get a snapshot of what’s inside and separate the thoughts from the noise. Sometimes we cannot imagine any information in the noise, but often there is, and often it’s not really noise after all, but just a language we cannot easily interpret. Make sense?

    Paul

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