Faith Allen’s Story – Flashes of Other Ritual Abuse

*******trigger warning – ritual abuse, self-injury, and suicide******* I have not fully healed all of my ritual abuse memories, and it is possible that I never will work through all of them simply because there are so many. I have flashes and a “sickening awareness” of different abuses that I suffered. I am going to [...]

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Faith Allen’s Story – Forced to “Kill”

*******trigger warning – ritual and emotional abuse; religious triggers******* I believe this was a later memory – perhaps at age 9 or 10. The cult leader told me that I was going to be initiated into a higher level of the cult. Of course, I had no interest in being any more involved with these [...]

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Faith Allen’s Story – Animal Rape

*******trigger warning – animal, sexual, and ritual abuse******* I have discussed animal rape on my blog before, but I do not believe that I have shared my specific story. I don’t know if it happened only once or several times, but I have recovered a very detailed memory of one incident. Trust me – one [...]

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